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THE FICTION OF DESTRUCTIVE
E-MOTIONS = THE DARK SIDE

The System, and everything of The System, is unnatural. Everything physical and material of The System is made from distorted nature that has been carved up, burned, mined, treated, concocted and disfigured to be in the image of the constructs and concepts of a man-made artificial intelligence communicated as alphabet languages, none of which have any basis in reality where the intelligence of nature operates. Brought up in The System, through the alphabet languages, we learn to bond with distorted feelings we call e-motions, and through distorted feelings we practice integrating with physical and material distortions of life, FICTION, which is what The System is.

Through explanation, instruction, education, suggestion, indoctrination and the inculcation of imaginary definitions, we become the distortions of life forming unnatural bonds with the physical, material forms of fiction, The System. Having already become The System, we are complicit in supporting and expanding The System, setting the example for children to also participate in worshipping The System and, collectively, this validates the norms of a reality that is actually abnormal for everyone trapped in The System performing likewise. This is the intelligence of distorted feelings derived from the definitions of alphabet languages. When we give our life energy to the definitions, we are creating the distorted feelings of the fiction we are focused on.

All intelligence is feelings and nature is the natural feelings emanating as the substance of life we always engage with to expand the consciousness of our natural intelligence. The feelings we have when we are raised by nature undefined (no one inside our heads telling us how to dream our lives) are the natural dreams that we each create for our unique lives through our access to the pure and sincere intelligence of life, that being the senses that are undefined. This is what we refer to as the good heart and all its virtues that we use to expand the consciousness of our true nature as the domain of the real lives we each create through free-will.

When we are fully conscious, we will never harm anything of nature because the intelligence of nature is who we already are and, through the senses of this natural intelligence of life, we are guided to instinctively do no harm to what we are part of. The dreams we create this way are the natural conscience of nature communing through us as the natural intelligence of life.

The artificial intelligence behind the e-motions of The System, the alphabet languages and their definitions, does not bond us to the natural intelligence of nature. What is meant to be our natural intelligence has been severely compromised and our behaviour and attitudes have been infected by fiction, bringing confusion to the intelligence of our real lives as we mix the fiction with the intentions of the virtues of the good heart in the domains of our real lives. We are eating fiction, drinking fiction, listening to fiction, wearing fiction, sleeping in fiction, being entertained by fiction, etc, hence the distortions forming sickness and disease, divorces, misguided relationships and everything else of the chaos of disharmony caused by working with the destructive e-motions and allowing them into our domains. We are now relying on a fake intelligence made up of definitions that actually disconnects us from the intelligence of our real lives with nature. The black and white has become grey.

What we all do in the here and now affects everyone in the here and now because the only place anything is happening is in the here and now. It is only in the here and now that we can fix anything. We only stay in the rift of fictional time and space because that is what we are focusing on in the here and now so it perpetuates in the here and now. To bring back the peace and calm, we have to depart from the rift, the imaginary schism in the domain of our consciousness.

If we want to escape from the rift, we have to have the sincerity and due diligence to be able to observe what we are thinking so that we notice when the destructive e-motions of the rift are creeping in. This is mostly happening on a subliminal level because we are still attached to the fictional concepts and constructs that we have used to create our system lives. The thoughts we have are the pavers we lay down before us to keep walking onto in the here and now so we keep arriving at the same place emotionally, unless we make the effort to change how we are thinking and, therefore, change the situation we are in. We lay out the Yellow Brick Road of our fantasy, illusion and delusion and then we walk upon it, meeting Dorothy, Toto, the lion, the tin man, the scarecrow and the wicked witch as we go, all of whom either invite us to play out destructive e-motions with them, or respond to our invitations to them and, together, we continue creating the chaos of The System of fiction.

When we are angry and we take that anger into a situation in the here and now, our anger invites someone else in the situation to re-act to the anger and play out feeling distressed, or offended, or upset by the anger. The anger is flamed by the reaction and intensifies, or melds into defensiveness, blame or righteousness as we justify the anger. Of course, it is someone else's fault that we are angry, distressed, offended and upset, isn't it? In fact, the situation in the here and now has nothing to do with the anger, distress, offence or upset which were being carried like monkeys on the back of the participants from way back, whenever their hosts first picked them up and learnt to perform them. This is how we create conflict in our relationships that we then become victims of, because nothing is ever our fault, right? They made us angry, didn't they? They offended us with what they said, didn't they? The e-motions are the trauma we cannot control, which is why we try to control how others are around us in an attempt to keep the trauma from taking over.

When we constantly play victim, we don't have to take responsibility for what happens in our lives but the fact is, we create everything that happens in our lives because we have free will. There is no such thing as good luck or bad; just the choices we make here and now, moment by moment.

The destructive e-motions are rituals we create and perform, offering those around us the opportunity to come and play out the e-motions with us but, the more we play them out, the further we are from who we want to be in lives that we have created from the virtues of the good heart. The distance from the heart is the distance we create between us and our dreams of land, love, joy, abundance, etc. The power is in the here and now and when we are entertaining the e-motions and calling out to others to join us in performing the rituals of the e-motions here and now, the more we are giving up the heart and turning our backs on the energy of the whole of nature and the ancestors all around us. If we commit suicide, we have drifted so far into the rift that we are turning our backs on life altogether and removing our life from life. The chaos of The System is all of us entertaining the e-motions that we play out with others, inviting others with emotional attachments to play out their e-motions so that we all create the chaos together. Kindom is when we can observe the emotional patterns we are each attached to and not let them create the dance of anger, distrust, upset, and drama to be played out in the here and now.

The roller coaster of the e-motions is one of constant ups and downs as we see-saw from elation to misery and back. We take our children to see Santa Claus and they are very excited and then they see him and it is over and the excitement and elation die down until the next "treat" or "special thing" brings them up again. Adults are no different; the weekend brings joy and anticipation of fun to be had, but that disappears on Sunday to be replaced by the flat feeling and boredom of knowing that Monday is coming. It is all fiction and all of it happens only in the rift. We can only play out the e-motions with other people playing out e-motions. Nothing in nature will play out the e-motions with us because they do not exist in nature. Try being angry with a tree. Or upset with a river. They will not react to your anger or upset because they have none of those e-motions.

What has Santa Claus got to do with real happiness and joy? There is just a man dressed up in a costume that only has meaning because we have indoctrinated our children into the fiction of Santa Claus so the man dressed up is a trigger for them to become excited. Their excitement is a script, just as weakness, powerlessness, helplessness and fear is a script. We learn to be fearful of what we are taught to be fearful of and we create situations that prove to us we are right about what we are fearful of, or helpless about.

We are the only ones here; Santa claus, aliens, the Tooth Fairy, etc, do not exist, as we all find out. All there is, is a MAN talking about Santa Claus, aliens, the Tooth Fairy, etc, and we can never experience them directly through our senses. We are in the rift. What many don't realise, however, is that the law, government, countries, Land Title Deeds, mortgages, leases, etc, are also fiction, only appearing to exist because we give our life energy to the ideas of these fictional constructs that have been explained to us as being real and having power. This is the placebo effect of the Stockholm Syndrome; because we think, feel and behave as though the law has power over us, it seems to have power over us when it is just an idea that we acquiesce to. We are creating the fiction of the law having power over us by acting as if it does. We, MAN, are the only ones here and we have the free will to say yes or no, whatever the situation. It is only because we believe we are powerless that we have become powerless and easy to manipulate and control.

When we get caught up in fiction, we develop co-dependence because we cannot live fictional lives without others also living fictional lives so we can all play out the make-believe of fictional lives together. When we define a child by providing them with fiction, they can only communicate with someone already in that fiction so they have to form co-dependence too. Co-dependence denies us full responsibility and the ability to create unique dreams. We are no longer independent because we need someone else to play out the fiction and we need children to be kidnapped at an early age and sent to school to be trained to be blue collar and white collar workers so that they can provide the labour for us to have all the physical, material forms of fiction that we need to play out the roles of system scripts.

The banking system is co-dependency, the legal system is co-dependency, religion is co-dependency and those who have created all this fiction are co-dependent on those they have hoodwinked into their system of co-dependency, who are co-dependent on everyone else in The System, and so The System rolls along in an imaginary state of co-dependency while we are all doing harm to nature. The all is one, one world, eco-friendly agenda being ushered in is all based on co-dependency, hence the middle men and women still interfering between MAN and MAN, nature, land, food, water and shelter. Nature does not create co-dependency; in nature, each of us stands as a true free man, each of us responsible for what we do and all contributing to the dream of life rolling along. When we work together as free men and women, we don't need contracts, rules, regulations or procedures because we do it from the good heart and take full responsibility for what we think, feel and do. We are not co-dependent.

The e-motions and the e-go are symptoms of co dependency because, again, we need others to play out the e-motions of the e-go with us. In a fictional world of easy fixes, a multitude of quick ways to "feel good", most do not have the patience to work out and apply a remedy to the current chaos because we are looking for short cuts to freedom, short cuts to peace and calm, short cuts to health and happiness and short cuts to fix e-motional addictions. Some go and live in a shack because they can't cope with the responsibility of managing their e-motions around others so they keep them at bay by rarely engaging with others. Some can't be alone because the e-motions are overwhelming so they cling to others and to being busy so they don't have to face them. Some thrive on creating scenarios where they can let out their pent up frustrations on others, whether through anger, tantrums, conflict, or violence, so they can then experience temporary relief until it all builds up again. Whatever route we take, we are still emanating our e-motional neediness and infecting everyone because we are still giving our energy to it. We will only be free of our e-motional trauma when we learn to recognise it and see how it affects us and those around us and when we stop giving our energy to it. This can be very hard when we are so assimilated to the Borg collective hive mind of everyone playing out the e-motions with others, all co-dependent on each other for e-motional release.

The e-motions, expectations, judgements and criticism exist only in the hive mid collective. They are nowhere to be found in nature, in reality, just as none of the definitions of The System are anywhere in nature. Nature allows every life form to be free, unique and original and every life form has its part to play in nurturing the dream of life. Nothing of nature wants to corrupt food and water and nothing of nature tries to force the perpetuation of that corruption on their young. When we are in nature, the feelings we experience are the result of our direct, sensory experiences with the life forms around us; they are not coming from something invisible. When we are caught up in the e-motions, we are having a relationship with all the e-motional demons in our heads that do not exist but we behave as if they have a right, a place, to interfere with our lives and the lives of those around us.

The destructive e-motions require the alphabet languages of The System to appear to exist but the consciousness emanating from the substance of a life form is experienced through the real language of feeling through the senses. The whole of creation forms the world of our real language through feelings. All the e-motional triggers we experience in The System are the intentions of another man that we have accepted as the occupier of our domain, an entity controlling us through our thoughts and e-motions. We protect these entities by covering them up and presenting a fake front to the world because we think they are really who we are and we are ashamed of them, ashamed of our anger, our judgement, our sadness, our emptiness, our back stabbing and all the other manifestations of e-motion that we try to bottle up in the mental asylum of psychosis that is The System.

It is only when we are lost in the schism of the time and space rift does the illusion, delusion and fantasy of fiction play out. All of nature is ever changing, instant by instant and every instant of life is unique and original. Only in the rift do the sameness definitions play our day after day after day, leading to the loss of uniqueness. Only in the rift do we claim ownership of land, instead of being custodians and caretakers of land that no one can ever claim the exclusivity and privilege of owning. None of the indigenous tribes across earth claim ownership of land, just as their ancestors did not claim ownership of land.

The whole of The System is MAN trapped in the time and space rift, re-presenting whatever intellectual property (images) we choose to take on, but it is all only in the rift, the dark side; it does not exist. The System is like a cauldron surrounded by witches manifesting hocus pocus non-sense, all the apparitions of fiction, the law, politics, religion, intellectual property, libraries, history, etc, and all the trauma playing out across earth is only taking place in the time and space rift. The rift is the hell of our making and all the wars between so-called heaven and earth are only being played out amongst us here and now, not in the imaginary heaven and hell of system concepts and constructs. Everything that comes from the rift is only being played out here and now by MAN doing harm to life here and now.

Do we want to bring all this stuff into Kindom? If we don't, we have to be prepared to look at how the e-motions are driving us and learn how to ignore their influence and keep acting from the virtues of the good heart.

Thoughts are feelings and feelings are thoughts, which are dreams. We have been trained to explain what we are feeling to create unnatural dreams of life, that are all fiction. Animals and plants do not explain feelings because they are just being the experience of natural feelings through the senses (touch, taste, feel, smell, hear, see), moment by moment. They are living the dream of their real lives without intellectualising it through explanations that have become the distortions within the domains of our dreams of life, where the sensations of direct, sensory experience, the natural feelings, are forgotten, set aside. When something is explained to us, we do not have the direct, sensory experience of whatever is being explained; we can only imagine the experience being described.

Exposure to The System from so very young stops us remembering who we really are; there is very little of the consciousness of the dream of life awakened in the domains of our lives and, without this natural intelligence, we find it very challenging to naturally communicate, through senses, with the ancestors who are always accessible. There is just too much distraction, distortion and confusion going on to do so.

When we focus on and believe in the explanations of definitions, we cause imaginary time and space rifts in the eternal here and now of our natural dreams of life where we experience the eternal peace and calm of the here and now. We have introduced the lies of chaotic feelings of the past and future into the here and now as we rely on fiction to get access to fiction to maintain fiction, when we are already on land that no one owns and we already have everything we need of nature, that no one owns. We have to go to work (fiction), to pay the rent (fiction) to keep a roof over our heads, and buy fake food (fiction) from the shops (fiction) to maintain the fiction of our fake lives.

When we use the intellectual definitions to communicate, we are creating the continuation of the time and space rift where fiction dominates the domain of our real lives in the here and now. The fiction of The System exists only in this time and space rift.

This is how we become disconnected from life; our constant explanations can only be experienced through the imagination because, when we listen to the explanations, we are not there in the present moment experiencing anything through the senses. An explanation is a distorted feeling and education is all about explanations that disconnect us from nature to the point where we grow up able to destroy life without feeling the loss or grief of that which we destroy. What we write is also a distortion because it is words on a computer screen that have no direct sensory experience to share. We can only imagine it, which is the time and space rift. The closest you can get to a sensory experience with these words is to sense our intention behind the inspiration to write them.

We are in a dream world of distorted thinking, living out of a world of fantasy with an intelligence of explanations that are all distorted, unnatural feelings we are imagining. When we operate out of distorted feelings, we distort nature. The e-go houses the accumulation of explained intelligence and memories we hold onto and believe that form the time and space rift that we live out of. The time and space rift is where the destructive e-motions play out through the intellectualising of the definitions we have been taught are reality.

Trauma is the time and space rift because the rift is going against the here and now. When we constantly project the past into the future, there is no peace and calm in the here and now. All the e-motions and behaviour patterns are played out in the rift, as is all trauma. If we are in the here and now we are imbued by the virtues of the good heart and the conflict is over. The shattering has been brought into wholeness again.

The introduction of distorted, unnatural feelings is the reason for all the chaos. We are in a state of chaos, confusion and distraction because we are always feeling but we are also in the feelings of recalling everything that has been explained to us. We bring the chaos into everything we are doing, including our relationships, because we are always trying to find explanations for what we are feeling. In nature, there is plenty of love but no explanation.There is no explanation needed for the warmth of the sun that we experience.

In The System, we bring the good heart into the time and space rift and say we love, but we also bring the chaos, confusion and distraction. If we didn't have this going on, we wouldn't need The System because we already have everything we need to live built in, including a powerful conscience that means we are the judge, the jury, the doctor, the teacher, etc. This is the natural intelligence we bring to this life as life. We have to stop distorting our children which means that we have to live from the virtues of the good heart in the here and now so they can grow up undistorted. Consciousness is natural feelings and the virtues of the good heart and this is the intelligence that we are supposed to be using to create our lives.

The Kindom Mud Room is where we deal with the time and space rift we are each nurturing and we stop playing out the destructive e-motions. The rift can make us loners who appear to be comfortable in our own skin but find it hard to work as part of a group for the greater good. Loners are often sensitive and are hanging on to chaotic memories that make it hard for them to open their hearts to others and keep the door open. Consciously or not, because they keep re-calling the chaos, they can't escape it and so they become more and more isolated as they become older. They want the good heart, dream for happiness and joy with others, and they can be warm and friendly but the door is closed. The trauma of the rift can also make people very unsure and insecure, in which case they cling to others to tell them what to think, feel and do. All in all, everyone trapped in the rift becomes a control freak because they don't know how to control the trauma so they try to control the environment. This is The System, with all its horror and ugliness.

The doors for the fiction of the dark side have been left open and no one knows how to close them; they are not conscious of what is happening because they are still caught up in the fiction, the scripts, giving it energy. They are still stuck in the imaginary time and space rift of trauma where they can talk about it, read about it, write about it, go to rallies and vote about it, but they are still trapped in it because they won't let it go. From here comes the fantasy, indifference, lack of compassion, being insular, lack of empathy, passing the buck, etc. They imagine that they have empathy and compassion when they don't because they are stuck in a fantasy where they have elevated themselves above others, according to the scripts of whatever fiction they worship, and they are conditional and righteous. However, they are all still trapped in The System, which shows that they haven't figured out what is really going on. We are all still defaulting to the explanations.

The trauma is usually operating on a subliminal level under fake fronts and most people are not aware of how the e-motions are triggered and how they are affected by them. Everyone in The System has a fake front that is the definitions of the time and space rift they are surviving their fake lives out of. The fake fronts are the scripts that make up the e-go. If we weren't in The System, we wouldn't have an e-go and we wouldn't have its fake front. We have accessed a plethora of definitions of the virtues of the good heart that we use to concoct whatever flavour of fake front suits us. No matter how far we enter fantasies of scripts that we want to perform, whether of love, success or whatever, we are still trapped in the chaos of The System where all the scripts of fiction are being played out. Having the virtues of the good heart defined keeps us trapped because we are not in the sensory experience of them here and now.

We become so mesmerised by the fantasies of what we are imagining to be real that we remain deeply trapped in the schism of the time and space rift. The imagining of the scripts is the rift where we are always trapped under the control of the malevolence of our ocCULTic masters because they are all scripts of cultish behaviour that have groups of men, women and children all thinking, feeling and acting the same way according to the scripts of whatever system cult they are in.

The perpetuation of Hollywood, social media, media, books, the internet, technology, etc, is to keep us playing out the natural pull to the good heart and its virtues as we are triggered by the fantasies promoted in The System, including the controversies, conflicts and chaos that keep us looking for good hearted solutions to the chaos but not realising that everything, both the chaos and the good hearted intentions are only happening in the schism. The natural pull is back to the peace and calm of the good heart where we all belong and where we are in paradise because none of the chaos is happening. We search all through The System for remedies to end the chaos but it never ends, which is why we go from war to war to war and why there is constant sickness and disease.

The reason the trauma is subliminal is because the intentions of the ocCULTists are that it be kept secret, not easily detected on the surface. This is why The System is covert slavery. The greatest of all forms of slavery is where people think they are free and the New World Order is being designed for us to think that we are all returning to nature and freedom in paradise but the ocCULTists will still be between MAN and MAN, land, water, food and shelter. We will think that we still need the "protection" they will be offering because we have been conditioned to think we need protection in The System, especially as we can be punished if we protect our lives against harm.

The only way to stop this chaos is to get back to our senses where we are not trapped in the subliminal programming of the trauma.

Australia is one of the most deeply entrenched countries when it comes to the disconnection from life. Some of the older European populations still have stronger roots in village life where the memories of this way of life are still somewhat alive.

The money and commerce of The System keeps us in the rift because we are reliant on everyone trapped in it following the hive mind of this economic collective. Our materialism and consumerism that drive the demand for more and more distortion, destruction and devastation of nature come from our bonds to the intellectual, unnatural, artificial, superficial constructs and concepts of The System that are derived from the intentions of those behind The System to conjure up distorted feelings of natural life out of ritual sacrifice, bloodletting and blood libel.

We call these unnatural feelings e-motions and we use them to build a world of fantasy, illusion and delusion in the intellect of alphabet languages that we think are our true intelligence. We are educated into the delusion that fiction created from nature and the imagination we apply to fiction is reality and can be used to create a world of opportunity, freedom, independence, success, spirituality and life-fulfilment, when, in reality, it is just a fake, imaginary dream world of chaos in a covert system of slavery, where we are mostly unconsciously being controlled under the fake order of those at the top of The System as we are led down the path of the total annihilation of nature and, therefore, all of life, including us. On all sides, there are no winners.

It is the deception of an artificial intelligence that we think is real, made up of the definitions, constructs and concepts of fiction that we are educated into. If The System is a sandpit with all the grains of sand being letters, words, definitions, meanings, sentences, phrases, paragraphs, chapters, books, explanations, instructions, suggestions, theories, courses, etc, etc, all the definitions, constructs and concepts of The System are the toys and building blocks we are given to create our lives out of the fake intelligence encoded in the sandpit.

There is nothing natural in the sandpit so we learn to form bonds of distorted feelings with fiction and create alienated lives out of the intelligence of what is unnatural rather than from the intelligence of what is natural. Thus, through endless repetition, we form a closer bond with the defined, unnatural feelings of The System than with the undefined feelings of the good heart of nature (our true nature), that is natural, even though we cannot survive without nature (life) as that is what we are. The unnatural feelings is the e-go and most of us live out of that. How many ways do we say, "I love you" etc, but still play out the destructive e-motions of the ego with those we say we love.

How is it that we can claim to love nature but continue living in ways that destroy it? How much distortion is there in our thinking and feeling-attachments to fiction that many of us do not seem to be able to see the madness of thinking that we can maintain our destructive lifestyles indefinitely without repercussions on a grand scale?

Where nature inspires natural actions, the alphabet languages compel us to perform unnatural movements that are no different to programs directing robots. The e-motions encoded in alphabets are the intentions of high-level ocCULTists/Freemasons, the "e-", as in ecclesiastical, directing our actions, behaviour, etc, the "motions", so that we always arrive at the outcomes they dream for us. The distorted feelings of e-motion is the program of fiction in action throughout our lives. Everything about the law, government, religion, banking, commerce, economy, stock market, media, Hollywood, TV, science-fiction, education, etc, etc, is promoting fiction and validating the distorted feelings of fear, doubt, uncertainty, distrust, etc, that are fiction, the e-motion and the e-go.

The unnatural e-motions of system life get confused with the love we have for nature that inspires our natural creativity until there is no clarity, no distinction, only a grey fog of confusion and delusion that keeps us locked in the cycle of destruction to life, your life, our life, everyone's life, even as we wish for something better, for purity, sincerity, peace and calm. In The System, our access to land, food, water and shelter is so deeply compromised that most of us do not have time to think about this chronic, spider-web entanglement, and where it is coming from, let alone create a remedy.

As addicts to fiction, we need a fix after fix after fix........ of fiction to maintain the unnatural highs and lows we get with land, food, water, shelter, relationships, marriage, sport, money, machines, gambling, fashion, pornography, fast-food, consumerism, materialism, technology, controversies, gossip, etc, etc, none of which can satiate what is insatiable, leaving us always in search of what we don't have to temporarily fill the fleeting experience fiction offers through its emptiness of life.

Raised in nature undefined, we live true, peaceful lives of freedom with land, food, water and shelter, and with certainty, trust and no fear, our bodies eat powerful, healthy food, drink pure water and rest in shelter directly from nature all around us as required. There are no middlemen, middlewomen, authorities, administrators, representatives, governments, councils, courts, banks, etc, coming between us and land, food, water and shelter, and therefore, there is no loaded gun of corporate privatisation at our heads forcing us to labour for fiction to earn money required so we can have daily, weekly, monthly and yearly access to land, food, water, shelter, heating, transport, etc. The stresses and toll of system life devotion cause us to remain locked in the distorted e-motions, unnaturally pulling us this way and that way, with our servitude to fiction, particularly with its debts, turning us and our children into refugees on our own motherland.

Raised in The System, we all experience many of these distorted e-motions and we are not looking to set up a community lifestyle situation where we persecute each other when the e-motions come up. It is up to each of us to recognise the e-motions as they arise and, once we have been able to identify them, work on allowing them to be there but choosing not to play them out with others. When we re-act to e-motions we feed these chaotic, dark-energies which gives them more power to arise again and again and again in our lives. We each have to directly face the devil of these e-motions and stop fighting them, hiding from them and pretending they are not there as we present a fake front.

When the e-motions come up, we say,"thank you for your offer, but no thank you", and get our focus back to nurturing life so that we are in the creativity of life and no longer giving the e-motions any power and we no longer take them out on those around us. Through acceptance, we find peace with the devil because we calmly face the devil so the devil no longer has any re-active power over us.

There is no one who can do this healing for us; we each have to use our free will to do this.

For example, if we recognise that we have learnt to use anger as a power and control mechanism, we can notice when this situation arises and choose to act differently, such as peacefully walking away from the situation, going for a run or a swim, until we are calmer and able to go back to the situation and work it out without the need to use anger and without the desire for power and control. We may need to practise this again and again until the power the habit has over us lessens and gradually disappears.

It is not a battle over the e-motions, just an awareness and switching focus so we do not act them out and, most importantly, do not make decisions from them but use only the virtues of the good heart when we are making important decisions. None of us should be sitting in judgment over anyone, but we can all sense when someone is struggling and needs space, or asks for support.

Honesty and sincerity are paramount because we are not trying to form a happy-clappy bunch wearing false smiles and professing fake sentiments just to fit in with each other. Better form a group where we are honest about what is really going on for us, able to argue and have different opinions but still committed and focused upon the good heart of the community. The freedom of each of us to express who we are through our creativity, bound only by the commitment to do no harm, as much as possible in our current, compromised situations.

When we are not driven by the e-motions, we do not need others to make us happy, to give us what we feel we are missing, to organise our days. We are happy in our skin and therefore come together through heartfelt inspiration for the joy of being creative for the benefit of others, not because we need to fulfill the beckoning scripts of e-motional needs we get focused on. We each bring our creative skill sets and, together, we have everything we need to create thriving, village life. This is how we raise each other up, out of The System of chaos.

Life is a domain and the more we expand consciousness, the more we experience life in our domain. Our consciousness is life, the good heart and all its virtues, and when we direct life-energy into fiction, our consciousness is being withdrawn from life, which means that the life of who we are is being withdrawn from the domain of our real life. We don't own consciousness because we don't own life; it is a gift that we are part of and have access to but our focus on fiction separates us from it.

Our life is like the sun; the energy of our heart is shining outwards over the domain of the whole of life, nurturing every life form across, above and below earth. If we are stuck in the e-motions of the self, which are all about self-obsession and narcissism, the more the life in our domain shrinks because our focus is inwards to the self rather than outwards to life and darkness is creeping in. The rays of the sun are turning inwards, and where the sun once was is now a black hole. It is here in the distorted consciousness of anti-life, the darkness, where The System of men and women, operating without the good heart, control and have power over others with their fear, threats, courts, manipulation, incarceration, fines, penalties, punishment, debt, stress, rules, regulations, rituals, procedures, conditions, terms, contracts, intimidation, condemnation, etc, etc. All of this is a result of "what's in it for me", greed, selfishness, narcissism, being answerable to others, etc.

There is a difference between life and fiction and all e-motions are fiction (anti-life) that has nothing to do with life. When we say, "Focus on the good heart", we are talking about focusing on life, working with the seeds, plants, and trees, the animals, village infrastructure, and those around us so that our focus on creativity is always outwards to benefit village life, not on us. We are working for the benefit of life, of all those in the community, not from "what's in it for me?"

We take care of the follow through of life so that everything of life is taken care of in the here and now, instead of all the e-motions coming from the past and being projected into the future to affect the here and now, in a constant follow through of traumatic darkness. When we get past the doubt, uncertainty, distrust, etc, everything we dream of starts happening here and now because we are living the dream here and now, rather than worrying about what is or isn't happening here and now and searching for it. When we work with the virtues of the good heart, everything we do is inclusive, not exclusive but, when we work with fiction, everything becomes about exclusivity and privilege and this is where scarcity, mediocrity, homelessness, poverty and suffering, and everything else on offer in The System through its fiction, happens

These e-motions do not appear in the here and now of nature.

If you come up with any that should be removed or others that should be on the list below, please send your feedback via email to action@loveforlife.com.au and we will consider deleting or adding them. Arthur & Fiona Cristian

doubt
uncertainty
distrust
suspicion
fear
greed
selfishness
narcissism - self centeredness - self obsession - self importance
ego / e-go
complacency
apathy
denial
arrogance
ignorance
righteousness
indifference
fantasy
illusion
delusion
envy
jealousy
covetousness
enmity
back stabbing
psychological / emotional abuse
adultery
sadness
immorality
cruelty
malevolence
malice
spite
despair
revenge
power and control trips
anger
rage
aggression
lying
committing fraud
slander
stealing
cheating
deceit
superficiality
collusion
condemnation
pious
pride
wrath
lust
dejection
boastfulness
grandiosity
sorrow
pity
laziness
listlessness
oppression
slavery
manipulation
impurity
insincerity
gluttony
idolatry
dishonour
murder
rejection
depression
repression
low self-esteem
low self-worth
self-loathing
procrastination
scarcity
mediocrity
misery
lack of confidence
workaholic
malevolence
isolation
desolation
consternation
self-harm
provocation
violence
suicide and suicidal
abuse
ridicule
aggravation
coldness
drug and alcohol abuse
passive-aggressive behaviour
worship
insensitivity
uninvolved
lack of compassion, empathy and remorse
self-destructive
negligent
unable to distinguish between do no harm (right) and doing harm (wrong)
disregard for safety and responsibility